Hi Guys, Thank you for all of your kind words and encouragement, I've gone back to read them several times. My husband and I are "critter" people and we will always have something running around on the place. We just didn't expect this to happen, we raised one before, he was doing so well, just getting to the fun stage, running around and playing, poking into things and exploring. Fidget wanted to be with me, wanted to see what I was doing, curl up and nap.
I am feverishly upholstering furniture, trying not to think of him, it's getting better, time heals. When I need to be near him I look at the baby picture, it's the only one I took, and I read your kind words. Thank you for taking the time to send them, Kris